Thursday, May 1, 2008

enough is enough

Last month. I found myself a job at H Tower Level 3. The pay was good. Working hours are the shortest i've experienced so far. Overtime rate was good also. BUT! I just hate to say this. I always hate to say alot of things in this blog but i still said it. I started working for them on the 22nd of April, they told me i'm needed for one month. Ok. Initially i guessed one month was no big deal as it will pass very quickly. But i was wrong. I really admired my colleagues who has got supervisors that are so kind and nice to them. Mine was a mental torture. I need a break. Really. I have been pouring my heart out to tiffany everyday after work. I thought, 'If I kept everything to myself, I will burst like a balloon which is inflated to its maximum, alot of my braincells will die and I can't afford that.' I don't want to mention what she did to me, I'm too tired to do that. I guessed this is a part of learning and a part of life that everyone will experience. So, I have thought it through and got all my thoughts sorted out. Looking at it, it may be a good learning experience for me. I get to meet this kind of people who talks about part A and want you to fill in the blank for part B on your own. I'm sure there are plenty more out there. So, I'm willing to carry on till my one month is up (although in my heart, I can't wait to leave). All this came to me because I was inspired by the words of Terri Irwin while reading the Reader's Digest. She said 'How you percive life is your personal choice. Life has challenges: sometimes everything goes beautifully and that's wonderful, and sometimes it can be difficult, but its how you react to it.'

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