Tmr's lesson starts at 3.30pm and will go all the way till 10pm. That's my first ever late class in school, which I foresee will be stretched till 10.30pm cos James rarely end his lectures on time. And the best thing is, in less than 24 hours time after tmr's FR night lecture, the class is going to see him again on Tuesday morning at 8.30am. Got this crazy idea to stay over in school but Gina said the security will chase us out of the building. Then no choice but to go home lor.

Sent my grandma to the cruise center cos she wants to be there early so that she can get good seats for the gala dinner. Chat about a lot of stuff with Mrs Lim while we waited in the queue to check-in. After that, I went to watch the Karate competition at SKA today with Roseann and Raeann. Our dojo only sent out one representative - Sam. He's good la. He joined Karate around the same time as me and other members of Team Orange but his moves and composure were good. The way some girls and guys spar was so aggressive that they kept on hitting their opponent in their face and get warnings. Overall, it was a great experience to be there just to observe and learn =D Went to Pets Movers to buy a cage, litter, litter box and collar chain for our Micko! ~Home sweet home~

I sat in my dad's office for one whole day yesterday to do FR and also help him proof-read his reports. It was mentally demanding. I really had more time to myself this weekend as compared to all the other previous weekends. School work is piling up like a mountain and I had been thinking about a lot of things these days although I don't show it. I'm always the other self when I'm outside, no one really knows what's going through in my mind when they did something unintentionally or intentionally and I'm kind of affected by what they did, sometimes, they aren't even aware of me knowing what's going on around us but I just know, just that I don't bother to bring it up cos I don't see the point. So what if I asked or talked to them about the things? In the end I'll be the one feeling sad and emotional when everyone don't even give a damn about how I feel. So be it lor. Somethings are better left in the way it is and digging more into it will just make you more vulnerable to the truth. Sounds chim. In other words, it don't feel good to be the one being left out. But sometimes things just happen and you just got to accept it as it is cos there's no other alternatives. We can't turn back time and make things happen the way we want it to happen. To some, I may always give that 'can't be bothered' expression but you guys don't know what I'm going through in my mind so lets all not judge la huh. I won't go up to you and tell you that I'm upset with what you did, I will just keep quiet. That's me. I always believe that however close our relationship is, you don't know me completely, so don't stereotype.

Off to bed now.