Labour Day

Is there such thing as 'happy habour day'? Well, we always add a 'happy' infront of most public holidays in Singapore expect for christmas and hari raya right? So Happy Labour Day to all!

Yesterday was the worse day of the week. Nothing went smoothly for me and that includes my revision. They always say 'plan ahead' and the fact is that I had eveything planned out nicely the night before yesterday! I was supposed to give tuition to my P2 boy in the morning then go back to daddy's office to continue with my revision in the afternoon. But part of these did not happened la. And I was so upset that I just felt like crying. So it all started like this.

Thinking that I'm going back to his office to study, I packed a bag of paper and books to let daddy bring to office first so that I won't have to carry so many things when i go for tuition. And I happily threw my set of house keys into the bag without giving second thoughts (this is the root of everything that happened today!). I was the last to leave the house, so after I happily got ready to go out of the house, I realised that i dont have my keys and i searched the whole house for one set of spare keys but there apparently isn't any spares in the house. So I had just locked myself in my own house by putting the keys in another bag and asking my parents to bring that bag out with them. It's so stupid! I'm so stupid. Cancelled the tuition and revised at home, waiting for mummy to come back and 'free' me. That's not how things should be.. I even prepared other schools exam papers for the boy to do to help him prepare for his coming mid-year! I think I'm a damn good tutor la, go where and find someone like me?

Then this reminds me of a scene in the movie, The Secret. If you wake up feeling negative, these things will just spiral and the law of attraction will keep on giving you shit all throughout your day. So I told myself to change my state, can't go for tuition, say sorry and make arrangements then move on to make good use of the remaining time. And so, I did. I worked on my statistics for the day. But these things just won't leave me alone la. Wanted to cook lunch for myself but the gas tank was empty. Nvm lor, I eat bread and butter. Mum called to ask if I'm free on Monday morning to bring daddy to see doctor. One of his eye has internal bleeding and the whole eyeball was blood red. He had an injection right at his eyeball and the eye was covered with bandage when he came home in the afternoon. I'm so worried for him la. But the thing is, monday I've got to give tuition in the morning and my dental appointment is at 11.30am. They just clashed. I'm so sad la. I postponed my apointment for another two weeks. I got to rush back to the east from the west after my tuition in half an hours time - I wished I'm living in Harry Potter's world so that I could just teleport.

In the end, I went to the office at late afternoon and didn't do much things. Packed all my stuff and brought them all home to mug over the weekend. Went to Parkway for a walk to destress. Bought exam snacks (they are just snacks that I eat while I'm revising so as to keep me awake) and stock up some stationaries.

What a way to end my April. I only have myself to blame, for being so careless in the morning. The change of state didn't work after all. Or am I applying it in the wrong way? I don't know la. Can somebody please enlighten me???

Meanwhile, less than one week to my first paper - POA! I'm so looking forward to it cos once the first paper starts, things will go very fast and soon everything will be over! Good days are just ahead~ 先苦后甜~

TODAY WILL BE A GOOD DAY =D