Today is only Monday, the first day of the week but so many things just happened like nobody's business, of course, these things have certaintly impacted me, if not, I won't even bother to share. I'm feeling very moody now.

First thing first, I just got a call from my mum, saying that my grandmother (her mum) is very weak now. Mum and Josh just came back from Genting and went straight to my uncle's house to visit her. She said grandmother was talking in her dreams. Most of my relatives are at his place now. I pray that she will recover soon and be fine again. Please please.

Next, my CAT is hospitalised today. He was acting strange yesterday, we all saw that he had difficulty walking, so Uncle Eric brought him to the hospital (for pets) this afternoon and they said he got wound infection. Cos few days ago, he got into a fight with a stray cat which was so much bigger in size than he is, got bitten here and there and everywhere. Blood was dripping down from the wound somemore. Did blood test and multiple organs testing. Nothing wrong with his kidney. He is currently under observation by the vets there. All these amounted to $500. But just a while ago, they called my uncle and told him that they want to do scanning for the cat and that would be another additional $200+. Wth. Even when normal human like you and me, when we go for scanning, also not so ex la, the most only $80-$100. Thats what my uncle told them, and you know what they reply him? 'Cos you got subsidy ma'. Wa, please leh, we are referring to private clinics ok? But they said it is going to be a whole body scan plus some blood platelets thingy. Ey, please la, what do they think they are scanning? Computer virus ah? Come on man! I shall see what they are goign to tell my uncle again tmr.

Third, I went to ymca to help for registration this morning, yeah. Just felt that sometimes I'm treated rude-ly. Not saying that anybody is rude, maybe that's the way they are brought up and maybe they are just used to talking that way. Either one la, nevermind la, I don't know and I don't care!!! Besides that, everything went well.

Left for my lesson at 11am and had lunch in school with Cheryl. She sit there with me while I do the eating. I finished my sandwich at 11.55 and rushed to the counter to pay, thinking that I will be just on time for my 12noon econs class. But DAMN IT! The cashier aunty don't have small change for $50 note. Wth. Please la, I seriously cannot believe it lor. I mean, its noon time leh, morning nobody eat at your cafe meh? They should be prepared for all these big notes ma. In the end, I was late for class. I cannot stand it when I'm late for class lor, cos I'll miss the starting and I might not be able to catch up. Its a vicious cycle, there are always gonna be gaps in my notes. Even if I copy from my friends, it's the understanding that is most important at the end of the day right? Yes.

Went back to ymca again after class. 3 of us was hoping to get some snacks at the vending machine at lvl 2 but somethings happened and I got to face 'stares' when I got out of the lift together with the others. So I stared back, my mind thinking of the many suspicions and possible consequences that could come our way. But I think we got what we deserve and everything should be fine by now, unless the mgt do something that I least expect them to do. Please just let go, ok? Thank you very much.

For some random-ness:
I feel that sometimes, like Ken have told me before, things are better left un-said. Which I think is quite true. Cos when you say smt, its like, you can't collect back the water that you had thrown out (translated from some chinese proverb). Once said, people will take it as real and then alot of things will happen and I will hurt other people unintentionally cos I'm too concerned over my own emotions. Aiya. I think you all must be thinking, 'what the hell is Joanne talking about la'. Nvm. I just want to vent my fustrations. Ask me personally if you want to know more, I'll be very glad if someone is willing to lend me his/her ear.

Pissed and feel like punching a punch bag now.